Well, I guess I can kiss my entire education career good-bye. My parents obviously don't give a fuck about the last 6 six classes I have left before I graduate because the fees I have to pay for the school is outrageous. There are fees on there I can't control because of what my ID card is used for and they are throwing a big fit about it costing so much. Well, college is not like what is was like when they were little. Gas did not cost 19 cents a gallon. And I can't afford to pay for a tank of gas every week just to make up and down the highway, a dangerous highway with a car that has been falling apart and been needing maintenance for months now for who knows what, and apparently I might have to do that because they are going to kick me out of the dorm and force me to commute for good. Well, why not just not go to school at all and be college drop outs like they were. People who didn't really go to college and neither did my fucking brother. Do they really want me to head down that road where I could possibly be a fuck disappoint like he is?
The payment for classes is due tomorrow and forget I even mention it after they have fucking drank their asses off of whiskey. I don't know why they drink every fucking night. I don't find it healthy especially for their mood swings and mindsets. They are so far up their own asses it isn't even funny. They think that their days are the good ol' days and that life should be just like it was during their time. Well, things change and the future isn't cheap. 20 dollars may have been a crapload of money in their time but now it is worth nothing compared to what things cost nowadays. Things are not as cheap as they were and they need to fucking accept that.
So, who knows if I am going to come back next Spring at all for college. Who fucking knows. Apparently my dad will handle it but why is my mom in such a bitchy mood lately? She acts as if the whole world is against her and that no one cares. Well, she needs to stop drinking at night and lay off the smokes, she is just a bitch. A short, little bitch who thinks the government is controlling this nation, they are outlawing everything now or putting restrictions on them, that no one gives a damn in this house, and that everyone else is at fault. She is such a drama queen. The victim in everything around her and never willing to accept and open-minded view, let alone agree on things other people consider. She is more close-minded than I gave her credit for. I thought she was cool with some libertarian ideals and okay with accepting others of different race and orientations, but things like gender equality with there being more than just male and female is confusing and new and something she doesn't understand. Well, she needs to accept that things are never going to be up to her expectations and it isn't always a bad thing. That things are going to change and we need to accept them. She can't be stubborn all the time. Horoscopes said that she and I need to watch out for each other. We are so far opposite it isn't even funny.
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